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As you can see, I’ve been working my butt off. Mostly, trying to get the members section up for you. I hope you like the changes so far. Anywho, I’ll tell you all the fun things I’ve been doing in the past month. I feel like I’ve been everywhere and nowhere at the same time- whatever that means!

I went to the Arizona Fetish Ball in Scottsdale, AZ. I had never been in AZ, so I thought it would be an adventure but I found out that it’s just a land of flat desert with a lot of horrid creatures, mostly arachnids! Ahhh, I actually stepped on a very large black scorpion on my last day there, I’m so glad I had my boots on; I screamed like a little girl. I went out there with Jane Jett, it was awesome because I haven’t gotten a lot of time to hang out with her. Even though we have talked on the internet and phone for a long time, we never got to hang out much. It’s also refreshing to hang with real people. Instead of the very superficial people you usually meet in southern CA.

Goddess Soma and her troup being militant hot!

I saw the show, Which included acts from Goddess Soma, Kumi Monster and The Genitorturers. It was an awesome show, swinging bunnies, chicks with strap-ons and latex everywhere.

Kumi and company getting ready for their show

Goddess Soma did a nice militant number with 2 other women and splashed milk all over the place. Kumi did a nice androgynous thing and The Genitorturers were amazing with a guy in a bunny costume suspended above them; that was my favorite part. Gen-XX has an amazing voice and is just a phenomenal performer, I am

Bunnies!! Genitorturers set

glad I got to see her preform. When I wasn’t watching friends perform on stage, I was hanging out smoking with 2 security guys out back. They made my stay in AZ a little better. Even though one of them was very hickish and had shot himself in the face with his own gun, he was highly entertaining. I had the longest talk with him about our favorite guns. He seemed to be very partial to Glocks but he’s kind of an ass for that because Glock sucks now; just my opinion. Kimber is my favorite brand of gun; they’re just perfection. He also reminded me of the one reason why I hate CA- the gun laws. Every other state besides maybe New York has such lax gun laws; it pisses me off but I guess that’s what happens when people aren’t responsible, they just ruin it for the rest of us who are responsible. It’s kinda like when certain people keep on fucking a club up and the rest of the people are cool and just want to watch a show and the club closes because people have no consideration for anything but themselves. I hate that shit!!

Hot security boy, Kevin my BF for the night

The other security man, a hot 30 year old named Kevin became my bf for the night. He didn’t talk as much as the other guy but was funny and cocky like I like them, The latex I was wearing helped I’m sure, haha. I learned my lesson for being prejudiced against small town people because I could actually talk to him and he held his own in the convo, which means a lot to me. Kevin you’re awesome!

On my way back to LA, I stopped in San Juan Capistrano to see the mission. I have passed by there so many times but never went. I used to go to the Mission San Rafael Archangel in San Rafael, CA.

It was one of the first sanitariums in CA.- which I thought was cool at the time. It was also used as a base of operations to get CA to be part of the fifty states. I would go there to hang out and be alone when I was younger. I’m really fond of the history and architecture of the

Yay!! Free swallow stories, haha!

places. I always feel at peace when I go to them. I know I’m a nerd but whatever.

Then it was back to shooting when I got back. I did an amazing shoot with one of my favorite Alt- models- Swindle Beute. I’m quite fond of her because she is just so sweet and I don’t expect

Hotness!!

that from someone who looks like a hot tattooed version of Mandy Moore. Because she is so sweet I had her get all dom on me. We gave her some freaky kitchen utensils and I got under a cage. Of course we did some pretty, pretty pictures because she is so beautiful.

Oh my!

Then I did a shoot for XXX Kustoms, Evan Seinfelds new custom auto and motor cycle shop in Santa Fe Springs, CA. It was a lot of fun, although I don’t really imagine myself as a girl who would look good posing on a mid sixties Buick with airbags but it worked.

ready to shoot

He smooshes my head! Thanks for making feel smaller than I am Evan

I also did a shoot at a well known talk show hosts tv studio, I’m not mentioning any names because I don’t want anyone to get in trouble because of me shooting smut! It was awesome to be on the roof looking down at Grauman’s Chinese Theatre, I felt like a god, able to smoosh Batman in my finger tips, haha.

smoosh, smoosh

Me, being a little naughty, considering Hollywood blvd was on the other side of that door, haha

Me, being sexy on a bar in Hollywood, eat your heart out Mr. talk show host

Statuesque

Then I went to the Xbiz Awards. It’s the second awards show I’ve gone to this year and it’s funny because I just don’t take these things very seriously. I mean seeing a girl go “I wanna thank god for this award” the award being for best blow job scene. I just think, yes, god is looking down

Indigo and I

(if there is a god) and going ‘I believe in you, I knew you could do it and I’m very proud of you, my daughter’ Haha, wow.

The amazing Jenna Haze and I

Anyhow, I usually go  just to party with my friends, it’s always fun. I met a new Burning Angel named Indigo, she was adorable, I hope to see more of her.

Hotness!

Watched Dave Navarro and Tuesdae-(of The Chelsea Girls) play, that woman has an amazing voice, anyone who covers a Heart song has to have the pipes for it!

Nailhead and I, he's drunk and funny

the best part was the swag, haha

Me, looking kinda awful but whatev

I also was one of Dr. Suzy Blocks Eros Day angels, which was a

Me and Ashley Blue

lot of fun. I was just eye candy for her broadcasts that night. I mostly hung out with April Flores and her husband Carlos, Dave Naz and Ashley Blue. I was sober that night and just watched people get excessively drunk. Then I was

Look how hot April lookes next to that half naked young man.

attacked by a girl that looked very much like a young version of Jessica Alba; ultra hotness, right? I will not tell you what happened after, I leave it to your imagination. After that I went back to finish the

Eros Day Candle, hehe

show with Dr. Suzy. It became a little creepy when Ron Jeremy came for the last broadcast. I know who he used to be, it’s just he doesn’t really make me feel all warm inside. Stubby fingers on my boob, ahh! Anywho, it was over all a good night.

She does look like Jessica Alba

Me in angel wings

Uhm yeah

Hot Asian and her name is Asia

And for your viewing pleasure! Me as a butt rocker, yay!!!

I went to Las Vegas for AEE/AVN weekend. I have done it for the past couple of years just for fun. I also, kinda enjoy the ride out because it’s so back woods, haha! Like the church on the 15, that has signs posted on the side of the road reciting The Ten Commandments. “Thou shall not commit adultery”

“Thou shall not covet thy neighbors wife” it’s just priceless seeing these signs on the way to Vegas, haha! It’s called sin city for a reason! Do you think people are just going to stop their trip, go to the church and live a pious life; kinda don’t think so, haha.

Anyhow, back to my Vegas vacation, the first day I went to Joanna Angels party at The Playboy Club at The Palms. It was kinda funny to find pictures of the girls from Burning Angel on the walls, I mean it’s not like they would have us in their magazine or anything, haha. Maybe, I’m the only one who found that laughable, I don’t know. I was really surprised at how strict the security was. Kayla got kicked out for flashing her boobs; doesn’t Playboy do porn? What the fuck? I actually ended up getting kicked out later because I was pissed about them kicking her out, whatever, they were douches. Other than that, I had a great time. Here’s some photos from that party before the security were asses, hehe!

Kayla, Me and Misti- hot bitches!!!

Me on the wall of The Playboy Club, bahahaha!

2 of my fav girls in the world!

I think I was dancing but your guess is as good as mine, haha!

Brian Street Team, Kayla and I

Joanna, Me and Jessie Lee- burning angels rock!

Haha, this one makes me laugh! Brian is discussing something very important and Stormy has a tranparent dress.

On to AVN Awards day! You know, I don’t really take it seriously; I look at as a day to get dressed up and photographed, which I’m always for, haha! It was also fun to see if I could pull off glam for under $150, ha; I totally did by the way. I also liked supporting Burning Angel because I love Joanna and the crew. They’ve always been supportive and kinda gave me my start in this part of my life. They’re also cool because while everyone who meets me in the business, tries to get me to do boy/girl, they don’t; I’m happy that they still shoot me even though I only sleep with girls on film. Anyhow, one of their dvds I was in “True Fucking Love” was nominated for “best pro am”- which I thought was kinda funny because it’s my only boy/girl scene ever. I was always thinking that it would have been one of the many lesbi flicks I’m in. Here are pic’s from AVN night, woohoo!

I think I was laughing because Brian Street Team is kissing Nate in the back of us, haha!

Pretty Burning Angels!!

Another of the beautiful Angels

Me, blowing a kiss to DJ Jess

This is funny, that's us in front of the crowd that had swarmed for the event. Greatness, haha.

Me, Misti, Brian Street Team and Jessie Lee

And I did clean up well!!! Thank you Ashley at Bed Behaviour for the amazing dress!!

bling, bling mother fucka!

You can find more photos of the event at my friend Dj Jess’s Indierotica.com or Drivenbyboredom.com

And a special Thank you to Ashley at Bed Behavior for the dress and making it small enough to fit me, haha. You’re amazing!!!!

I think that I was a little depressed this season to be honest. I don’t usually get effected  by the holidays and I can’t even tell you what was different this year compared to others; it’s just unexplainable. I have just become a little emotional, which is not something I appreciate. The other night, I was reading Anna Karenina, I have been reading it on and off, for a couple of months. This time when I picked it up, the chapter was from the point of view of Annas son, Serezha. This is the first time Serezha has a part in the book from his point of view but it touched me. In this part, he is told his mother, Anna, is dead by his father and fathers new girlfriend. Which faithfully he does not believe and under the nuance of religion in the house, he was learning about the patriarchs-

“The part, however, about which he could not say anything at all but only floundered, cut the table, and rocked his chair, was that about the antediluvian patriarchs. He did not know any of them except Enoch, who was taken up to heaven alive. Previously he had remembered the others’ names, but now he had quite forgotten them, chiefly because Enoch was his favorite in the whole Old Testament, and attached to Enoch’s being taken up to Heaven there was a long string of thought in his head, which now occupied his mind while he looked fixedly on his fathers watch-chain and a half-unfastened button of his waist coat.

He did not believe in death, which was so often mentioned to him. He did not believe that people he loved could die, nor above all that he himself would die. That seemed to him quite impossible and incomprehensible. But he was told that everybody would die; he had even asked people he trusted and they all had confirmed it; his nurse too says so, though reluctantly.But Enoch had not died, so not everybody died, ‘and why should not anybody deserve the same in Gods sight, and be taken up to Heaven alive?’ thought Serezha. Bad people, that is to say people he didn’t like, might die; but the good ones might all be like Enoch.”

Later, that night- “When the candle had been taken away, he heard and felt his mother. She stood above him and caressed him with a loving look. But then windmills appeared and a knife and all became confused and he fell asleep.”

I remember feeling that way when I was little. Just faithful, not in God but in the thought that my parents would always be there and they could do no wrong. Things were so simple; like on Christmas Day, Santa would have already been there to deliver me presents and my whole family would be there; laughing with each other, joking about old times; drinking their egg nog. The feeling that they could just never not be there and I was a happy child; my biggest worry being if I had skittles that day, when my mom and I would go to the store. I always thought that if either of my parents stopped breathing, I would automatically stop breathing and die.

What happened to that simple, childish state; part of me would give anything to feel that way again. To just have faith that no one I love will ever pass away; now it’s like I just hope I pass away before I see anymore of them die. The loss of innocence and faith have come into my mind more than anything, this season. Now, what do I do to feel anything anymore! Every once in a while I feel a connection with someone, like they really understand where I’m coming from; but no, it was all a lie to get something usually- it’s especially concentrated in LA. Learn the definition of friend or even family. These notions are absent in our society and it’s quite sad. I’m not going to go on with this, it is actually depressing and hopefully I’ll get over it by the new year and explore this world a little more; find some joy that maybe someone out there might actually have, hopefully someone has found it. You know, instead of using those wonderful defense mechanisms; my favorite in others being, moving from one person to another trying to find what you are lacking to fill that great big void, you will nurture until your death!!! HAHA!

The happiness that was!!! Sorry about the picture quality! For some unknown reason, my mom is never in photos from my childhood it’s weird. At least, I know I was happy sometimes in my childhood and it wasn’t all a sham. XOXO

My dad and I, I think we were happy at this point, I must've been 5.

I was god damned cute and I actually smiled for pictures.

Ponies!!!

God damn!!! that is cute!! Shut up!! You wanted to be a cowgirl too!

Next to the Christmas tree!! 2 of my brothers and my dad.

Leo Tolstoy- you rocked!!!

So, more of the stuff I’ve been doing. I went to The Dirty Show, with Chad Michael Ward. It’s a art show was kinda amazing because it’s done at a sleezy motel with erotic art. It show cased some amazing artists such as Chad, Christine Kessler and Steve Diet Goedde. I was really impressed with the diversity of artists and the different visions of each artist in capturing erotica. Here are a few pic’s from my experience. I have to apologize if you don’t like my taste in art, haha!

The seedy hotel, ha!

Chad's wonderful art- next to a book of condoms, haha!

Haha!

I love this ass!! haha!

This is pretty fucking awesome

I love this!!

My fantasies are strange

This is really beautiful, dark and inspiring

This is my favorite!!! A great concept!!

another fantasy that was there! I have a weakness for Asians.

I do group shoots quite a bit as well. It’s where photographers pay one fee to get like six to ten models in a six hour or so shoot. It’s also called a “photography gang bang” but with out the sex, haha! The one I did recently was for Jeska Vardinski, in the high desert. Here’s the thread to it-http://www.modelmayhem.com/po.php?thread_id=519224&page=1

It was a lot of fun, I met my future ex-girlfriend there- Iris. She’s a saucy, sexy thing, haha! Here are a few pic’s from that experience.

Ready to shoot!!

The hot Madda!!

Break time, Jeska in the back, being hot in latex

Mosh being a cutie

Freezed my ass off for this photo!

Then, I did my first fashion show for Venus Prototype. She is a phenomenal woman and a phenomenal designer. It was a privilege to work for her. I had a bit of a confidence problem because I kept on slipping on lube back stage, so I totally thought I was going to slip in front of the whole crowd. Luckily, I did it and it was awesome! P.S. lube is what you use to shine up latex, in case you didn’t know, we weren’t having an orgy back stage or anything, haha!

Waiting back stage to go on, trying not to fall asleep.

I'm surprised I did not fall in front of all these people. Ha!

I also did some wonderful videos, first it was me, Jessica Jaymes and Capri Cavalli. They are both awesome women and I’m very happy that I got to work with them. In our somewhat, scripted scene, they were casting directors and I came in for an audition. We got naughty to say the least and it will be on Oitomboy once the members section is up. It will be up soon, I promise. Here are some pics from my fun day with them. Tehe!

I love this outfit, wore it for my first scene with Capri Cavalli

Meow!

Capri- my cute Canadian co-star!

Ready for the second shoot of the day!

The amazing Jessica Jaymes before a scene

They were my casting directors and took advantage of me, haha!

I also did a few scenes with Sea J at Dungeon Corp. It was a little difficult because I just want to fuck Sea J, but still wasn’t able to because I had to dom her for these videos. It was fun though, I learned a lot of other things about what turns me on. We made her cry, it’s awful I know but I actually had female wood from it. Which I find a little disturbing but it happened. It would have been better if I hated her but I love this woman. We have been friends for a while, she’s modeled with me and done my groups shoots. We always talk about doing eachother but haven’t been able to because we were always working. Now, I know she can do anything, she’s kinda my personal hero right now, just because she took all that punishment and came out with a smile on her face. I would have probably been out for blood at the end, if I had been though all the pain and torture. Sea J, I love you!!! The videos and such will be up on Dungeon Corp and Oitomboy too.

I did a slasher movie a little while back and it was awesome. I always wanted to be killed in one of these films- except if it was Tim Curry in a clown suit!!! “It” still scares the shit out of me. Look at this, how can you not be freaked the fuck out-

Luckily, it wasn’t him killing me, it was just a psycho, haha! It was awesome because I got to use words like- golden showers, make fun of photographers and get some lesbi-action with my little red riding hood Erin Taylor. It’s just highly campy entertainment. I was a pimp, haha! Here’s the trailer-

I’ll be here tomorrow night!!! BurningAngel is going to be partying at a HUGE BENEFIT EVENT – Saturday, November 21st, going all day long and starting at 3 PM!!!  We’ll be at the Third Rail Warehouse (1947 South Santa Fe Ave.) in LA…hanging out with The Angel City Derby Girls and DJs Danny Diablo, Chuck “Mean Hands” Prada and Pauly Gumballs!  There’ll be plenty of GIVEAWAYS from MADBALL, BURNINGANGEL, DANNY DIABLO, HATEBREED, H20, PITCHFORK and more…$5 GETS YOU ENTRANCE AND FREE BEER!!!  And there’s a catch…not only is this a fuckin’ awesome party and you get to hang with me and the BurningAngel girls, BUT it’s all going to be a lot of bad behavior for a good event: All proceeds go directly to the medical expenses of Suzanne Hendricks Guerra, a member of the MADBALL FAMILY who is fighting a serious illness. Hope everyone can make it!

Come out for a good cause!!!

Okay, more from my last 2 weeks!! I got to hang with my bro and gossip about people, it was fun. I don’t have a great amount of family that I actually talk to. I have 3 brothers and a sister, all from my moms previous marriages. I think because my brother and I are closest in age, we bonded more. He took care of me when I had my car accident in 2001 leaving me crippled for a year and wasn’t really able to take care of myself. I’m highly indebted to him. My mom is the only other person in my fam that I talk to, it’s because she is an awesome liberal.

My bro and I, he's awesome

Then there was the LA Pink release party, it’s a porn parody that Burning Angel put out a little while ago. It’is the best parody of That show LA Ink. Check out the trailer and you’ll catch the jist. I went with Chad and danced the night away. I don’t have any personal pics from the event but DJ Jess does here. I fell for Jess that night because he is an amazing dancer and just rocks. He also took some awesome pics of me that night and the next day. I also had to take him to Michael Jacksons Hollywood star, which I found a little embarrassing but it made him happy.

just awesome!!!

Red is my color

http://indierotica.com

Jess and I

Awe!!

Then, Las Vegas!!! I went to Las Vegas, impromptu style with one of my fav girls in the world, Kayla Jane Danger. I shot some more for her site Spandex Adventures , did some interesting fetish videos and got with another Asian stripper at the Spearmint Rhino. I guess I have a fetish for Asian strippers because I always end up with them and I’m ok with this. Here’s some pics

Ready to go at like 6 in the morn

Kayla tying me up, haha

I might save you.

My sexy camera woman, The Danger Doll

I'm hung over after spending all night at a strip club, don't fuck with me

Then, I got a new friend, his name is Strummer. A friend of mine said that they were moving and he wouldn’t be happy in a small apt. asked if I’d take him. How could I say no to such a beautiful kitty-

He's my beautiful puma

I also had a couple magazine shoots, one for Skin and Ink, which I’ve done shoots for a couple times since I’ve been modeling. I really couldn’t imagine myself without my tattoos, they are as much a part of me as my heart. So, I love being in these type of mags.

Another make-up chair, another day.

I do it in jeans, I love it.

Then, I did a shoot for Rebel Rodz Magazine, I was in it a few months ago and loved that they asked me back.

I look cute with long hair but it's not happening in real life.

Good Night, write more soon. xoxo

Is to update more!!! I have been horribly busy and apologize to you. What have I been doing, you ask? I have been working my ass off and not leaving myself anything left when I come home. It’s been good though because I am always less depressed when I’m going non-stop. So, I’m going to tell you everything I’ve done in the past couple weeks, starting with Dr. Susan Blocks Speakeasy Party. It was an amazing party and had a lot of fun. Susan Block is a phenomal, she knows who she is and she is proud of it. I hope I am as confident when I’m older.One of my favorite girls, Regan Reese was there as well. I love her she’s an amazing woman, it’s so hard to believe a woman (as hot as she is) can be so nice. I also got dommed a little by Soma Snake Oil, who is amazing as well. She can make me squirm and get all hot, without even touching my naughty bits, haha! Here are some pics from that event-

Regan, me and a beautiful snake. I love snakes!!

Dr. Suzy and I, hosting

Me and Regan again

Showing some to the Dr., haha

The goddess Soma!!

Yes, she's straddling me!

More

Soma, me and Regan- it's a great sandwich

This is the last image I saw before I left-quite serene

Then, I’ve been doing a lot of shoots for Spandex Adventures, a site that my friend Kayla Jane Danger started recently. Lately, it’s been a little strange, how many fetishes there are in the world. I would have never known that there was a fetish for spandex if  it weren’t for Kayla. It’s a lot of fun, dressing up in tight, super hero outfits with masks. I also love the fact that I can escape from the ropes every time. I think a have an over abundance of survival instinct. Here are some pictures from my first adventure.

Bam, mutha fucka!!

Ready to get tied up

Then there was the Body Art Expo in downtown LA. Burning Angel had a booth there. So, I decided to work it on the last day it was going on. It was actually smaller then I had expected but it was good to see some friends. Here are some pics from that day.

Brian Street Team and I

Joanna being a tough girl, getting the needle from Baba Vintage

Sparky and I being cute

Another great sandwich, Cali Nova, me and Joanna Angel

I did a shoot with Perry Gallagher and the result was amazing.

This makes me feel beautiful

I also shot with my new friend, Chad Michael Ward and Cali Nova, for my members section coming up soon. Chad has a way about him that makes everyone around him comfortable. I can’t wait to shoot with him again. He’s also teaching me photoshop, which just proved to me how much of a genius he is. Check out these music videos he did- Combichrist “Get Your Body Beat”

Dragon Lord

Here are some pictures from my shoot with Chad-

Epic

Shapely

Ok, I’m exhausted and going to bed, I’ll write everything else tomorrow.

I haven’t been writing that much lately, I have just been in this funk. I made an early New Years resolution to go out and be social more; and I have been. It’s just, I always feel like I don’t belong where ever I am. I get along with people but there’s no substance, nothing that holds me in that place and time. Am I a ghost? At least I have been sticking to my resolution, though. I also got a little lucky and met Chad Michael Ward, we’ve been hanging out a bit. It’s pretty awesome because he is the real deal- a real artist! Which I kinda thought were extinct in LA. but I was wrong. He’s kinda like a new wave Clive Barker- whom I am a fan of as well; but Chad is an artist in his own right. They both have the archetypal horror down and have an abundance more waiting to take shape in their photography, art and film. Keep an eye on them.

Anyhow, back to me, I have been going out more but it feels as if, I’m just hiding more. It’s weird, I made the resolution so I wouldn’t isolate myself so much. I tend to isolate because I just don’t want drama in my life. I try to avoid getting into any sort of relationship just because everyone has their issues and I kinda have enough of my own to work through. I want to have my own life and not depend on anyone else to help because if something were to happen then I would still be on my feet. I know I’m jabbering right now but that’s what this blog is for partially, right?

I know I have shown myself in pubic though my modeling or porn but it’s not the same as being seen in the flesh. I don’t think of showing my body or sexual practises as a big deal, compared to showing me, like my mind and heart are seperate entities from my body. I don’t know if that makes sense to you but it does to me.

I’ll continue this later, maybe I can make more sense of it later for you.

XOXO

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